Sunday, October 12, 2008, 9:40 PM

school starts tomorrow...
actually.. i don't feel exceptionally sad or anything.
seeing that i've been going to school for most of the holidays anyway.
lol. i think i have no social life. AHHA.
who's to complain, eh?
but, ahhh. i dislike the prospect of having to actually study again.
): ): ):

i don't think it's interesting but here's my timetable anyway.
..... stupid timings -_-

Monday: 10 to 5, break from 12 to 1.
Tuesday: 10 to 3, break from 12 to 1. stupid IS -_-
Wednesday: 8 to 5, break from 9 to 10 & 1 to 2.
Thursday: 8 to 10 on odd weeks, 8 to 5 on even weeks.
Friday: 8 - 4, break from 11 to 12.

I HATE THURSDAYS OMG.
i only go to school for 2 hours IN THE MORNING during odd weeks,
& i have an annoying 5-hour break during evens before my last two hours.
waste my timeeeeeeee. ):

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this week i have NRA practices on Monday, Tuesday & Thursday.
yay happy. Wednesday nothing (: (:
course whoo~

& i think, i learnt a lot despite the couple of weeks focusing more on freestyle.
it's kind of like, what you learn in class is theory,
& freestyle is your practical.
freestyle is not easy hahaha. really.
of course, you can't learn how to freestyle per se,
but at least i know what i can work on,
like speed, strength, pausing, rhythm..
what i'm okay in & what i should work harder on.
so.. it's not a waste of money.
i believe it's mentality.
& how much you actually want to improve.
so what if you can catch choreography & look dope doing it?
anyone can do that with hard work & effort,
& putting in a lot of time to clean up & practice.
so you want to actually be good,
try to session & freestyle more.
it really broadened my mind.
so i'm going to work hard. because i want to spread Locking.
(:
should start small first, yes. not going to chiong straight into things like..
Floor The Love.
for now. one day i will, trust me.

Lim Kah Sing i still haven't battled you.
LOL. & i want my hamster ):

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yes. so like i said,
people who started dance late,
has a tendency of taking it for granted.
especially if people have praised you for being 'not-too-bad'.
really wrong mentality lor.
we're just fortunate because dance is coming up in Singapore,
& there are instructors out there who have different styles of dance to introduce,
so we have greater opportunities to gain exposure.
you think this was the case a few years ago?
just because you're better than some,
doesn't mean you're the best.
many occasions have proved it.
so, don't 拽 lor.

we're never one hundred percent accurate.
so we shouldn't assume people to be what we perceive to be,
because no matter how much we've analyzed,
there's could be this slight 0.000001% we're wrong.
sometimes the problem lies within ourselves.
we just need a mirror that doesn't cloud what should be reflected.
(YES I KNOW THIS APPLIES TO ME TOO AHAHAHA. hypocrite -_-
yea yea yea i know who. you all know who too.
hahahaha. long story. don't make me repeat i'll get very jaded.)

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must. stop. getting. injured. -_-
back please recover soooooon.
the pull please go awayyyyy.

the annoying thing is that,
it's the left side of my lower back that got hurt which kind of affected my left leg when walking,
& my right leg that got the muscle pull which hurts when i walk too.
so it's like,
i don't know which side to lean on more when i walk -_-
conflicting, conflicting.

back's pretty okay now though.
this afternoon was OMGWTF.
but yea. hope it gets better soon.
like really soon. \=

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