Monday, December 29, 2008, 9:01 PM

heyyyyy funny funny funny.
my emotions just changed from being OMGWTF
to awwwwww
to HAHAHAHAHA
& finally to hmmm
in like. split seconds.

schizophrenic?

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you know,
i thought i learnt this before,
but deep down, maybe i haven't.

i, will never, ever, again, ask you to watch any of my performances.
once bitten, twice shy.

it took me two tries to finally harden this resolve.

maybe you came. i don't know.
because the tickets were at the counter,
& i couldn't have met you before the show.
& excluding the mass confusion after it,
i couldn't find you.
you didn't even text me a message, at least letting me know you came.
i mean,
really. thanks.

but i think..
you didn't come. at all.
& if that is the case,
thanks for not letting me know,
& keeping my hopes up.

i used to hope.
& then hope a little less.
i tried holding on to that hope but in the end..
let's just say it all dissolved away.

i'm not disappointed.
i'm just...

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CHEER UP.
read this.
it will make you laugh like a mad hyena.

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DHUHA.
I SWEAAAR I WILL FIND SOME UNGLAM PHOTO OF YOU OMGGG.
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